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On July 17, Yoochun reached out to his fans with a sincere message via Instagram.�

His post reads as follows:

"I can't say anything else. I just wanted to tell everyone that I'm really sorry...�But I didn't how... Honestly, I didn't have confidence. I'm just very sorry to the point where I just want to die...�I'm so sorry. Even if my body gets destroyed day by day and cry, how could it be worse than the pain I gave you...�I'm really sorry. I don't like having articles pop up on portal sites and I know I'm really late but I'm sorry...

I recently spoke with Darakbang and I�sincerely revealed that I want to stand up again... But I think my wish to start again doesn't depend on my own desires. I'm just really sorry.�

A lot of articles had information that I also heard for the first time but I couldn't do anything about it. I'm just always sorry to you guys. I hope the day will come for me to deliver my apologetic mind.�

I'm also sorry for not letting you guys know earlier about my marriage. It was difficult to talk about it when I haven't even apologized yet. Please understand.

I'm trying hard day by day. You guys probably had a hard time holding on too. I'm so sorry and thankful. I really, sincerely wish I can greet you guys one day. Please give encouragement for me and Hana (Yoochun's fiance). Again, I'm sorry."