MBC Everyone finally aired 'Hyuna's X19' on August 16, showing the anticipated teary episode of HyunA discussing the recent disbandment of her group, 4minute.

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The program showed her returning to the waiting room after the press conference for her solo comeback.  She said, "Why do I hate the word disbandment so much?"  She'd been talking about the disbandment often these days because she'd been asked about it, but it did not sit well with her as she said, "Because I keep talking about it, it seems like I'm only talking about it because my album is coming out.  It makes me so angry.  That I'm someone like this," showing how upset she was because it seemed like she was using 4minute's disbandment for attention.

She said regarding the reports in which she talks about the disbandment while none of the other members do, "As soon as people see those reports, they'll think of me as 'that person.'  And it's not like I can say, 'I'm not that person.'  I hate that so much.  I hate myself so much," and cried.  She continued, "I don't want to say anything, but I am saying something for which I hate myself.  I feel like if [the other members] saw this, they'd hate it so much, too.  I don't care what other people think," as tears kept falling.  

Chin up, HyunA!  They probably know now.