Han Seo Hee shared a lengthy post following the news about Jonghyun's death. 

The trainee expressed deep sorrow about the unfortunate loss of her longtime friend. She reminisced about their past times together and expressed much regret and sadness for not being there for him in his time of need. 

At the end of her lengthy message, Han Seo Hee stirred up concerns as she added, "I'll come see you soon."

Her full post reads as follows:

"I met you when I was 19-years-old, so it's been nearly 5 years now. When I called you after practice and complained about how hard it was, you always listened and I could meet up with you to have drinks when I'm bored, and oppa, I was able to open up to you. 

I don't know why but I depended on you a lot. I liked you a lot and I told you all the time that you are a good person. You were always someone amazing and someone who I could learn a lot from. I used to see you often when I was down or bored but for some reason, I was hesitant to reach out to you after going through controversies lately. Honestly, I was a bit embarrassed too... lol But I should've reached out to you. I should've just done it and beg you to meet me. I'm about to go crazy now in regret. I didn't even know you were going through a hard time, oppa. I still can't believe it at this moment while I'm here writing this. I just want you to say this is all a lie and come back. This can't be real. You would always stop me whenever I said I wanted to die. But why would you die oppa? I really can't understand. No, I'm starting to get mad. How can you be like this? I want to turn back time one day. If I can turn back time, I would do all I could to stop you. But I know that's impossible. That's why I feel like going crazy with regret and sadness. I've always complained about things to you. I never knew you were struggling. This situation is terrible.. Oppa, I miss you. I'll come see you soon, quietly. I'll be there to greet you without giving you any harm in a quiet manner. I'll be there to say hi. Oppa, it must be cold.. Wait for me, oppa."

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If you or someone you know is at risk of self-harm or suicide, seek help as soon as possible by contacting agencies specializing in crisis intervention and suicide prevention in the United States and abroad.