"Already months since I've been secluded, everything's fallen apart
Do you think it's fine for me? I've fallen into a pit of darkness
It's too deep here, I've fallen into a pit of darkness
It's dark beneath my eyes, yes I've fallen into a pit of darkness
I've fallen into a pit of darkness, I've sinned to myself.
I wanted to make everything right, the things I did wrong upon my conscience
I gave my hand, and you held it tight, the hand that I gave
But now after all this time, you light a fire as if to burn everything apart
I tried everything I could do, never did I run
No, you said you didn't want to see me, so I packed my bags for you
I tried to take responsibility, so that you didn't have to see me
But all that's come back in front of me is news in the media without a single truth to it.
As if it were a one-sided assault. Even when I read it, it looks as if I'm trash
If I sit still, a story with more fiction you will write
But I'm already trash, I'm already trash in the books
I will have to express my position before I get swept away.
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That day, I wanted to make things better with you, you were disappointed
But I saw you come at me suddenly, cursing at me
I stepped back surprised as hell, waved my umbrella, I know that this is even a sin.
But that I committed a ruthless assault? Who came up with this?
I was called to the police station, they heard the truth
Even they knew what really went down, I was provoked intentionally.
Somehow, I think your purpose was to claim a settlement a hundred times more.
I knew I had to work part-time, but the company didn't allow that.
You said I disappeared without apology? You do your best to deceive our fans with lies.
You cursed your lungs out, and our members had to hold back and put up with your lunacy.
You care only for yourself, the company's just the same
Selecting more members without discussion nor our consent, and now they say it was a mistake.
Okay I am sorry, it went wrong from the start
Yes I am sorry, we tried our best but it came to nothing
Okay I am sorry, okay I am sorry
Yes I am sorry, I am sorry to myself"
(song prod by. linky)
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