On July 31, the idol wrote a long post via his Instagram page, telling his side of the story to loyal fans. "Hello, this Jang Hyunseung. It looks like this is going to be a long letter but I really wanted to share my side of the story.
During the past 7 years, I was so loved by many before I left B2ST. Ever since I was little, I saw various singers and dancers performing on TV and I thought they were so awesome. Because of that, I was able to debut with B2ST after training for 5 years.
I made my official debut and thought I had achieved my dreams. However, during my performance, I had this unsettled feeling and began to thirst for something more. Instead of working as a team with B2ST, I focused harder on trying to please myself and my stubborn ways. Even after listening to what others said, I went about my own way, which made it difficult to cooperate with my fellow members.
As a result, the wall between the members and I grew thicker as I opted to push them away instead of uniting with them. Soon, I was unable to control myself as I began to present a negative attitude on stage while attending various public events. I thought that I had been enjoying my youth up until that point and thought it was cool.
It became a lot harder for me to say that I was sorry and admit my wrongdoings. However, after leaving the group I was faced with many challenges and realized what I had previously experienced was nothing.
I was able to let everything go and put down my own selfish pride and became enlightened. I have come to realize that I caused much pain towards others. I wanted to express how sorry I was for hurting others because of my rash and selfish decisions. I am sorry."
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