On October 25, f(x) member and singer Luna shared a heartfelt letter dedicated to her good friend, the late Sulli.
She wrote, "My members whom I love, thankful people who walked with me for 10 years. My pretty Sulli, I'm just now able to share this post. I laughed and cried so much because you were there, and we fought so much didn't we..? I'm sorry I wasn't able to take better care of you and I'm sorry I couldn't love you more. I'll pray for you so that our pretty Sulli can shine even brighter in the pretty sky. Unnie loves you so very much, more than I can put into words. Thank you. You were such a loved child and a very responsible dongsaeng to me. I love you Sulli, I love you so much."
In light of the shocking news of the late Sulli's sudden passing back on October 14, Luna cancelled her musical 'Mamma Mia' schedules this past October 19-20.
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It seems like yesterday Luna had mistakenly said “we want to have a comeback with all 5 members” (after Sulli had already left) and got everyone confused and excited. I don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with this void that suicide leaves, even though it’s about someone I never met in person. I never said it out loud, but Sulli’s passing made me reflect a lot about myself. I need to forgive myself for having suicidal thoughts. It’s one thing to brush them off as I have been usually doing it lately, but I never stopped thinking that I’m defective because of that. I’m tired of this and ready to break the cycle. I want to live, I want to fight those toxic feelings and I want to be strong. (Sorry if it’s a weird comment, I started it meaning something else and just kept writing. Thought maybe if someone else feels the same way, this can be a source of strength and a sign that you’re not alone)
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