Crush took down his Instagram stories which puzzled many.
On April 21st, Crush updated his Instagram stories. He simply shared two stories saying, "Feeling anxiety and depression is the same as feeling scared and tired at the same time. It's a state in which you're afraid of failure but you don't want to be productive. You want friends but you don't want to be around anyone, you want to be left alone but don't want to be lonely, and you feel all the emotions at the same time making you feel numb."
He then added, "The more you love yourself, the less you hate yourself."
Following his stories, netizens were left puzzled and expressed their thoughts in a popular online community. Some of the comments include: "I get what he was trying to say, but why now?"
"I don't know what he was trying to do by sharing these."
"Is it only me who thinks that he should have thought once more before posting these? You can't control depression on your own."
"I'm a fan of his and he shared such sayings recently due to his frustration working on his project. This is unrelated to the loss of Moonbin."
"I understand his stories remind them of the late Moonbin but he wasn't really close with him. I don't think Crush meant to say something related to the latest incident."
After a few hours, Crush has taken down his Instagram stories.
Netizens are really picking and choosing these days. Crush may as well experience depression or he is going through it. There is nothing wrong in sharing and bringing attention to how devastating and debilitating it is. And nobody knows was he close to Moonbin or not. He may just be a human being who relates to the colleague who departed too early. He has every right to be sad and to share his toughts.
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