Happy Birthday Ladies 😇🥳🎈🎊 and wishing you many many more. 😁

I cannot believe it’s been 3 years already.

Kpop fans have made it hard to enjoy kpop time and time again. When you see people you admire being attacked, you want nothing more to protect them. Even when you see groups and idols you don't Stan, you defend them. Kpop is an industry with a culture I can't say I fully support. I've had so many regrets since getting into it in December. The toxicity, the negativity, the hate and more importantly, the idea that idols are procelain dolls before they are human. I have pledged to walk away again and again because I couldn't handle the fans. I can't handle the industry in South Korea that mountain of pressure a that even a dung beetle couldn't even carry.

But as much as I find myself regretting kpop, I'm always reminded by the idols why I have this light in life. They make me so unexpectedly happy. I can be so angry but once I turn on their music I realize I am so fortunate to have this passion in my life. A passion to love them undoubtedly. I don't know what my life would be like had I not gotten into kpop, but I know it would have lacked [something].

So thank you, Blackpink. Alllllll of the slack you get and you're one of the reasons why all I need is a pair of headphones to find solitude. You are your counterparts are what I will, unequivocally, support until I am no longer capable. Without kpop, without Blackpink, or Winner or BTS or even groups I listen to casually, I'd be bored, uninspired and without anything to enjoy. I hope that Blackpink understands that while they have mountains of haters, they have people who love them without fault. Who respect them and who are beyond grateful for them. I truly believe I would be less happy without them.

Happy 3rd Anniversary, Pink Punk 😂 I cannot believe you've been out three years and barely have two albums. But what I can believe is that in your heart of hearts, you want to give us more and will work hard until you can. And I wait fervently for that day 🖤💗