Park Si Hoo recently wrote a lengthy post on his official fancafe, sparking interest and leaving the public to wonder if this was all a sign indicating his plans for a comeback after the long and complicated ordeal earlier this year.
He titled the post, 'At 2AM from the U.S.', and wrote,
Now that I'm trying to write down everything I felt through one letter, the pen feels so heavy. I've been holding the pen for a while. How do I express my thoughts when I can't even write down a word?
First, I want to say I'm sincerely sorry for making everyone worried. After the incident, I had difficulty seeing even friends and family not as Park Si Hoo but as Park Pyung Ho. I felt like everyone who knew my face was cursing me out.
I got even more scared, and I felt guilty that I had hurt my fans, who have sincerely loved me as Park Si Hoo. I wondered if I could see you again. But I see the people who stayed by me even after the incident, and I gathered up my courage.
From this, I lost a lot of things, but I was also able to gain much and realize many things. I realized that many people believe and love me. I was going through very hard times, but your unchanging hearts allowed me to bare through it, and I was able to have courage.
When you are sad or happy, you think of your family. You are like family to me. The people I wanted to meet the most after everything was over, the people who I wanted to see the most was you, but I couldn't, so I'm trying to tell you like this. I said this thousands of times just with my heart. Thank you.
I have family like you, so I have decided to dream again and prepare to go out into the world again. I can't promise when it will be, but I promise to come back as a stronger, more solid, and more mature actor.
Like the long, intense monsoon season we have this summer, I, too, had a long and intense rain. But I believe that the ground will become more solid after bearing the rain. When that happens, I wish we can all smile and greet each other happily. Until then, please fill in the areas I lack in, take my hand whenever I back away, and push me forward when I become breathless from the sharp incline, everyone. Again, I want to tell you I'm sorry again. And thank you."
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Because Park Si Hoo was revealed to have done a photoshoot in the U.S., many wondered if he is already planning his comeback. However, his label said, "The photoshot was for a contract that he signed before all this happened, so he had a photoshoot in USA to keep his promise. He finished everything without problems." The photoshoot will only be released in Japan.
His label added, "He has no detailed comeback plans as of now. He'll be staying quiet for a while. He's doing well lately."
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